I don’t understand what is happening to me and it makes me so anxious. I haven’t felt this bad physically since I was at my lowest and after not getting anything to eat for a couple of days. My heart is beating erratically, my chest hurts, I feel like my head is going to explode in a sec, I’m extremely dizzy, I feel sick, it’s hard to breathe and to move my limbs, my entire body is shaking and I feel really hungry ALTHOUGH I’ve eaten more than I would eat for 5 days already today. I was forced to eat almost 400-kcal pannacotta and then a dinner (meat + gnocchi, could be even 500 kcal or so), hence there’s no reason for my body to feel malnutrised now. I guess I’m going to faint today, I haven’t since I was 9 so it would be really weird. I was planning to purge after dinner but I’m to weak to get up from bed and go to the toilette now. After 25 days in a row, I probably won’t throw up today. Wow