March 2012
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bonesofbeauty:
i tell her i’m trying and she scorns at me. she tells me she’ll believe it when she sees it. she doesn’t realise that you can’t always see someone trying. sometimes not crying is trying. sometimes not fainting is trying. sometimes eating breakfast is trying and when she is telling people she can see their breakfasts, you have to put all your trying into not breaking down. on a bad...
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ithurtssomuch:
We run so many miles, while we hide behind fake smiles.. If only we had enough strength to scream and yell, to reach out for somebody, to break this cycle and to tell.
I need to buy laxatives. Long time no see, motherfuckers. I swear I’m gagging when recalling their taste eww
February 2012
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cryyybitch asked: omg. ignorant. you're not lazy, nobody loses weight at the same rate. the lower weight you already are, the longer/harder it is to lose weight. then the longer you've been struggling/starving the longer it takes to lose weight because your metabolism is fucked. then there's exercise and the actual foods you're eating. basically, @anon. it's genetics and diet. NOBODY LOSES...
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Anonymous asked: Why is that? (another anon)
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Anonymous asked: You said yesterday you will lose it in 3-5 days. So youre sayin you need 5 days to lose 3lbs?? :O I would do it in 2 lol. your lazy
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Anonymous asked: how many lbs are to your LW?
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a-society-full-of-lies asked: I think I had an anxiety dream the other night. I've heard people who suffer very severe anxiety can get this and can be known to weaken you or cause some type of illness. You will recover if you take things slow and do the right things and I know because of your ED that will be hard but just do what you can okay sweetie xx
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29.02.12
I think there was no day in my life when I would have felt worse than today. Worse physically. It’s even hard to type omg.
I guess the sugar level in my blood could have been like fucking 0 today. I still cannot believe that I havent ended up in the hospital due to fainting or any heart attack or whatever else. I could barely move, barely breathe and barely fucking exist and I’m being...
90ibs:
I don’t know how I’ll be able to manage this day. I’m so exhausted and getting out of bed is so hard. I have to leave in 10 minutes and I just don’t know how.
That’s exactly what I’m feeling like right now. Honestly idk what to do
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28.02.12
I’m sorry that it’s not going to be a positive post again, but most of the time I just can’t go on without complaining about how shitty my life is, so okay. May be triggering by the way, better don’t even bother to read, it’d be a waste of time
As always on Tuesdays I had dinner with my dad today, after which I had to go to my private maths lessons. He gave me a...
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